Do you want a reading

your own private hearing

each and every lovelorn word i have put down since that day

Do you want a performance

of the sorrowful songs i have been reciting

the painful cries i scratch into the most private of pages

Oh, the ways i could share my lament

would you hear them yet?

would it set you in motion, or would it have no effect

“I give you so much credit, you’re so strong! I honestly would be a crying mess if ____ & _____ left. At the same time?!” x5 or x6 or however many times I hear the same dialogue every night.

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so today I was described as

A horny weed head

okay

So the dorms are mostly empty. But my neighbors who usually keep me up at night are still here. 

So Im singing The Smiths songs at the top of my lungs. Well Im singing every song at the top of my lungs.

Its not quiet hours yet.

Revenge sounds sweet.