That’s the best word to describe it. Each relationship, I give minimal effort because there is really no incentive for me to give any more. There is never any spark, anything to make me feel at home. Even the ones in which I’ve felt the most comfortable have been mostly me settling out of convenient necessity. I am bored. No one challenges me in that way that a new relationship should, no thrill, no blush, no tingle. Predictability, dependability and enjoyable moments within an underwhelming week or two. None if it compares. I stopped looking long ago. Content with half baked temporary pairings that will satiate for the time being. Underwhelmed.